Amy Winehouse Still Not Going to Rehab
But outside of the studio her world does seem to be falling apart, most fans don't realize it but Amy is struggling with major depression and very very low self-esteem . In a recent interview she did with the London Mirror she magnified the extent of her alarmingly low self image and worth by telling the magazine:
"Look at me, I'm a mess. I'm nothing special," she sniffled to the paper. "In fact I'm nothing at all. I don't feel good. I don't have talent."
What's more, she continued tearfully, "I'm nothing without my husband. I love him so much sometimes it hurts. I owe him everything. Without him I would be nothing, which is why it is so important we are together right now." If he doesn't go to rehab, I won't go. I can't do it without him".
"I can't believe he even wants to be with me," she disparages. "I don't understand why. All I know is I'm the luckiest girl alive to have someone as caring as Blake ...
Poor Amy, she has also pulled out of performing during the MTV Video Music awards, as well as all of her other U.S. Gigs. She's not in re-hab but her record label feels she needs some "Amy" time. I guess me putting up the most horrible picture of her on vacation doesn't help with her self-esteem either. Blah.